Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Big silence

I got this horoscope in my email today:
"Sometimes people have nothing to say because they're too empty," writes author Yasmin Mogahed, "and sometimes people have nothing to say because they're too full." By my reckoning, Cancerian, you will soon be in the latter category. A big silence is settling over you as new amusements and amazements rise up within you. It will be understandable if you feel reluctant to blab about them. They need more time to ripen. You should trust your impulse to remain a secret and a mystery for a while.

It's exactly how I've been feeling – not "soon" like he says, but for awhile now.

Things are happening. The building is getting built and I'm very happy with it – waking up at 6 a.m. on the weekends, excited for the sun to come up so I can get back to work. Thinking about it all the time, seeing new possibilities in my head and then figuring out how to make them happen – and then doing it.

It's been a long time since I've been this active, creatively, physically, mentally ... Even my relationship with Mr. A is thriving in this new energy.

Anyway – very happy. And feeling quiet. And loving it.